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wow...i dont mean to be a downer, but when you say that about yourself it sounds like ive had it much easier...im glad that you're the sensitive person you are today! and i know what you mean about concentrating on the academics, im hard at work at uni atm, same as charlotte (same course). altho i w...

today was mentally draining. after the charlotte debacle, i called her back 3 more times, once before she slept, and each time was better. eventually, i told her i was sending her and her father a gift, and she laughed for the first time today, and then asked me if i could go to pick her up at the a...

she came out yesterday. i called her in the morning and she was already having the operation. she was sposed to be in recovery for 4-5hrs b4 i could contact her, but she called me as soon as she woke, with a smile, and it was very sweet of her. i then didnt call her for 24hrs, partly because it was ...

i called her just now, and someone else picked up the phone. shes on the operating table now. im so scared. i realise where all my strength has come from lately. i feel so impotent...

i spoke to my charlotte again twice in two days, and there has been good progress. last night, she called me and said she had decided to try and get the operation as soon as possible, and not wait till easter, and asked me for several favours regarding studies, which i said i would do for her. we ha...

i spoke to my charlotte today, and she told me that she has to have an operation, either this week or in easter, after which she will not be able to walk for quite a while until it heals. i urged her to have it done as soon as possible but being an international student there have been medical compl...

thanks for the replies, everyone. i spoke to my charlotte just now for only the second time since she got back home, even tho i emailed her many many times, but as i suspected she has been busy every day so i did the right thing not calling her. i just spoke to her to see what she had been up to, an...

i can't believe it... my charlotte and i have been through so much together in such a short space of time. some bad moments, many amazing ones. but today she informed me that we may potentially go through our darkest hr yet. it has truly put things into perspective. i confess that some of the bad mo...

im 20 at the moment. i've been with my charlotte for about 15 months now. we've been through some extreme highs, and extreme lows. its been very tough to get where we are now, but here we are. we've had an amazing past couple of months, and we're planning to move in together next yr for our last yr ...

yeah, thats true. the departed was actually a very good film. probably the only occasion i can think of where they got it right. i havnt seen the lakehouse but il mare was pretty good, time travelling mailbox and all that...the oldboy remake is gonna stink a bit tho...but yeah, ur right that at leas...

happy holidays everyone, I had a great xmas day, i hope everyone else's was as good as mine! and i hope your turkey was as good as mine, cos without being funny it was absolutely gorgeous...

thanks to bob for keeping us all together here, merry christmas and a happy new year to all!

thats so true. it doesnt help that all the xmas parties and celebrations are going on around me now, and all i can think about is charlotte being alone every night with another man. shes working late again 2nite, and i tried talking to her about it, but she just tells me not to worry, that i can tru...

hi everyone. christmas is coming as i'm sure you're all aware, but for some reason for the second year running i'm feeling low. there's something about this time of year that means i never get what i hope for. last christmas i tried to rely too much on my charlotte and she let me down badly. and thi...

its almost been a week since your last post, picknick. how are things in your life now, if you don't mind me asking?

yup, be a friend to her, respect her feelings, but do not give up hope, cos u get on well together. just remember, the balls in her court now, and it is up to her to decide how she acts. yup, be patient, and respect her by just staying by her side and supporting her

hell yeah, i approve of this topic!! jun ji hyun is indeed a beautiful woman, and im really pleased to see pitman support that. well done! and yes, everyone should watch my sassy girl cos its a great film, shes hot and she can act. quality! oh, and hollywood is gonna butcher it by casting elisha cut...

i was reading through picknicks post 'just letting it all out', and saw that he had once taken a dictionary and marked all the sweet and nice words and decorated it as a gift. i thought that was a remarkably romantic and original gesture, and wondered what other romantic things people had done for o...

how apt, i have been trying to figure out the best way to deal with these things in recent months. if you see my 'my charlotte' thread, you'll see how badly i handled things at first. that continued for quite a while, and you could say i dealt with it via aggressive daydreams. but then i realised th...

lol yeah, i guess i can understand the meat situation. well, i'm in hong kong atm and they give u far too much, so i guess i'll be getting fat off that instead. and yeah, i think korea does seem really safe to go around. but...they don't have rubbish bins!! wot happened there? its nice to hear that ...

i just got back from korea, had a ball. but the culture is so different there it really is frightening. spent a few days at seoul and a few at busan. both different and similar. seoul is your typical capital city, very oriental, while busan is more touristy and reminded me of miami. but then mebbe t...